hmmh.. well.. im takin a go at this again,, tha good part is i finallie got a keyboard w an s key tht works so i dnt have to ctrl + c ctrl + v it all tha time anymore.. i srsly did it smch <|3 i developed a reflex.. im on a lotta meds right now too.. venlafaxine, xanax, n seroquel (quetiapine fumarate.. not true seroquel..) Read more »
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Sunday, April 19, 2026 | April 19, 2026 | 0 comments
tht makes sense.. altho it does make me sad to know some ppl think i am fake in tht way online cos it is the internet n ppl only see wht i put out, yknow ? if tht makes sense.. no one is close to me n no one is in my head.. i do share a lotta my thoughts (which r very genuine,,) but definitely not all of them.. i try my best to b true to myself since due to a lot of my mental issues my identity can feel void for long periods of time where i jst stop feelin like a person entirely.. it's quite an awful feelin.. luckily it is not all the time n.n
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Wednesday, March 18, 2026 | March 18, 2026 | 0 comments now,,, mre than evr ithnk ive seen ppl usin pictures of me or pictures ive taken for their aesthetics or profile pictures n whtnot.. i dnt rlie hav strong opinions abt it.. ithnk its sweet bt also it makes me paranoid </3 i nvr expected to b popular in any way n i didnt i wnna b either.. i only rlie post my stuff becos i like to keep things as archives n im scared of loss.. n i like whn other ppl find comfort in wht i do ♡ bt honestly i rlie dnt like all this attention on me.. it does mre harm than good i think.. n i rlie dnt like to b taken inspiration off of or forgotten as a person n only remembered for tha cute visual-surface things i put out.. mayb ithnk abt it too deeply or too far into tha future.. bt its jst interestin to see knowin tht i nvr intended on gettin here.. ithnk ill include sme tht i see super often down below this.. its quite a short entry bt i dnt rlie hav tht much to say becos my feelins r so dichotomous tht i cnt rlie find tha right words.. ehe.. ♡
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Sunday, March 15, 2026 | March 15, 2026 | 0 comments ppl confuse me, ppl hav always confused me.. nobody makes sense becos evryones a hypocrite.. im sure im a hypocrite smetimes </3 bt nobody likes me whn i fllw tha advice they giv me.. i've always been a littl bit ofa pushover becos ive always been alot scared.. im so scared of conflicts tht i wld rather die thn start a fight unless i felt so terrible abt smethin tht i start throwin up.. n even thn i try soo hrd to b polite.. becos i nvr knw wht tha other person is goin through n i wldnt wnna make tht worse, n nothin good comes frm bein rude anyways.. at least frm my perspective..
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originally written in my journal ♡(note: this isnt rly a blogpost in tha traditional sense as in i'm writin abt smethin i ws thinkin abt or find interestin.. mainly becos its directed , its a letter for smeone evn tho i dnt think theyll evr see it .. in a way i'm still bloggin in the sense tht i journaled it .. the two are verie similar to me .. but i think tha difference should b noted.. ♡)
(note 2: since i originally wrote this on my journal, i used voice to text to get it here ♡ i also intentionally didn't add my typing quirks n such cos it felt more respectful not to.. also i was a littl lazy to edit all that </3 ehe)
dear ♡♡♡♡♡♡,
today i understand it all now, 10 minutes ago i was the world's biggest hypocrite.. i used to lie to myself just as much as the girls i so hate :c because i thought like them, and caused just as much harm.. i'm so, so sorry about the things i said 2 years ago.. i don't agree with it at all anymore and i understand her (you) so much now..
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Sunday, March 1, 2026 | March 01, 2026 | 0 comments
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name : tori/vivi/victoria ♡
born on : 10/26 (october 26th)
country : usa ♡
language : eng onlie...
religion : unsure.. i'd like to think there is somethin ♡
wishes : i wish everyone ws more genuine n compassionate n nicer n more willin to help others n ummmh a donut i rly wnt a donut..
hobby : art, fashion, writin, readin, pharmacology, psychology.. umm stuff in tht realm ♡
I love
♥ baby pink
♥ sweets
♥ medical things
♥ craftin
♥ sweet people
♥ winter
I Hate
✖ copycats
✖ loud noise
✖ the outdoors
✖ crowds..
abt this blog
est 2/27/26.. wowow recent for blogger right.. altho i've been active online bloggin since abtt 2023.. i wnted a more private place n a diary ♡ my wnts change alot so smtimes i like to b open n smtimes i like to b hidden.. here is my littl hidin spot ♡
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 1. i will vent.. im a sad girl so i will tlk abt bein sad.. n tlk abt sad upsettin stuff.. it's for me to get it out so if tht makes you uncomfy pls do not force yourself to <\3
2. if yanno you're smone i wldnt wnt on here pls dnt b..
3. pls dnt repostt my pics w/o creds! i it happens alot.. :c
4. b nice ♡
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Friday, May 22, 2026 | May 22, 2026 | 0comments hmmh.. well.. im takin a go at this again,, tha good part is i finallie got a keyboard w an s key tht works so i dnt have to ctrl + c ctrl + v it all tha time anymore.. i srsly did it smch <|3 i developed a reflex.. im on a lotta meds right now too.. venlafaxine, xanax, n seroquel (quetiapine fumarate.. not true seroquel..) Read more »
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Sunday, April 19, 2026 | April 19, 2026 | 0comments
tht makes sense.. altho it does make me sad to know some ppl think i am fake in tht way online cos it is the internet n ppl only see wht i put out, yknow ? if tht makes sense.. no one is close to me n no one is in my head.. i do share a lotta my thoughts (which r very genuine,,) but definitely not all of them.. i try my best to b true to myself since due to a lot of my mental issues my identity can feel void for long periods of time where i jst stop feelin like a person entirely.. it's quite an awful feelin.. luckily it is not all the time n.n
Read more »
Wednesday, March 18, 2026 | March 18, 2026 | 0comments now,,, mre than evr ithnk ive seen ppl usin pictures of me or pictures ive taken for their aesthetics or profile pictures n whtnot.. i dnt rlie hav strong opinions abt it.. ithnk its sweet bt also it makes me paranoid </3 i nvr expected to b popular in any way n i didnt i wnna b either.. i only rlie post my stuff becos i like to keep things as archives n im scared of loss.. n i like whn other ppl find comfort in wht i do ♡ bt honestly i rlie dnt like all this attention on me.. it does mre harm than good i think.. n i rlie dnt like to b taken inspiration off of or forgotten as a person n only remembered for tha cute visual-surface things i put out.. mayb ithnk abt it too deeply or too far into tha future.. bt its jst interestin to see knowin tht i nvr intended on gettin here.. ithnk ill include sme tht i see super often down below this.. its quite a short entry bt i dnt rlie hav tht much to say becos my feelins r so dichotomous tht i cnt rlie find tha right words.. ehe.. ♡
Read more »
Sunday, March 15, 2026 | March 15, 2026 | 0comments ppl confuse me, ppl hav always confused me.. nobody makes sense becos evryones a hypocrite.. im sure im a hypocrite smetimes </3 bt nobody likes me whn i fllw tha advice they giv me.. i've always been a littl bit ofa pushover becos ive always been alot scared.. im so scared of conflicts tht i wld rather die thn start a fight unless i felt so terrible abt smethin tht i start throwin up.. n even thn i try soo hrd to b polite.. becos i nvr knw wht tha other person is goin through n i wldnt wnna make tht worse, n nothin good comes frm bein rude anyways.. at least frm my perspective..
Read more »
originally written in my journal ♡(note: this isnt rly a blogpost in tha traditional sense as in i'm writin abt smethin i ws thinkin abt or find interestin.. mainly becos its directed , its a letter for smeone evn tho i dnt think theyll evr see it .. in a way i'm still bloggin in the sense tht i journaled it .. the two are verie similar to me .. but i think tha difference should b noted.. ♡)
(note 2: since i originally wrote this on my journal, i used voice to text to get it here ♡ i also intentionally didn't add my typing quirks n such cos it felt more respectful not to.. also i was a littl lazy to edit all that </3 ehe)
dear ♡♡♡♡♡♡,
today i understand it all now, 10 minutes ago i was the world's biggest hypocrite.. i used to lie to myself just as much as the girls i so hate :c because i thought like them, and caused just as much harm.. i'm so, so sorry about the things i said 2 years ago.. i don't agree with it at all anymore and i understand her (you) so much now..
Read more »
Sunday, March 1, 2026 | March 01, 2026 | 0comments
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