sick girl's hospital

 now,,, mre than evr ithnk ive seen ppl usin pictures of me or pictures ive taken for their aesthetics or profile pictures n whtnot.. i dnt rlie hav strong opinions abt it.. ithnk its sweet bt also it makes me paranoid </3

 i nvr expected to b popular in any way n i didnt i wnna b either.. i only rlie post my stuff becos i like to keep things as archives n im scared of loss.. n i like whn other ppl find comfort in wht i do ♡ bt honestly i rlie dnt like all this attention on me.. it does mre harm than good i think.. n i rlie dnt like to b taken inspiration off of or forgotten as a person n only remembered for tha cute visual-surface things i put out.. 

mayb ithnk abt it too deeply or too far into tha future.. bt its jst interestin to see knowin tht i nvr intended on gettin here.. ithnk ill include sme tht i see super often down below this.. its quite a short entry bt i dnt rlie hav tht much to say becos my feelins r so dichotomous tht i cnt rlie find tha right words.. ehe.. ♡