sick girl's hospital

..n im awake again.. <\3 n still hvnt rly done anythin.. tlkin to th screen at night one way r anthr is jst sorta ritual to me..♡ i'd like to write more.. bt i am vry superstitious n scared tht comin across ai r th writin of othrs will impair/modify mine,, so i nvr do.. <\3 backslash broken heart.. hehe.. <\3 <\3 <\3 <\3 hmm.. i do feel mstly fine despite,, not.. earlier.. ((th consequences of my own fear-drunk actions..)) sigh.. i always end up annoyin him somehow :c bt he said he dsnt hate me at th vry least..

havin fine nights is odd.. nt unwlcm bt um... odd.. (hmm.. i zoned outhere..)